Andrew, this is the best meet up session we had after knowing you since 2001. We started as just classmates, sharing the same hobbies, (girls, fish, soccer, sun tanning and JB food) and become close friend since then.
In 2003, after attending M&Y, we became business partner. This partnership brings the downturn of our friendship. That particular incident marked the end of our friendship.
I felt anger and upset towards you. Deep inside, I do want to continue our friendship, but the anger and ego stopped me from doing it.
Although we did meet each other from the group gathering, but that bad feeling was still there.
Finally, tonight we had completed this part, cleared all negative feelings with one another. With this cleared, I strongly believe our friendship reached another level.
Although we are close friends in the past, what we talk about were so superficial. Tonight, I am extremely happy that we are able to go into a deeper conversation. Thank you for opening up your heart to share.
We shall meet again for another heart to heart talk, my friend. Thank you for being my friend.
Out with a few friends yesterday. In 2 hours time, we ate so much food till I was bloated. After we had fries, drumlets, chicken nuggets as snack, we proceed to have chicken rice for dinner. Right after dinner, we had Haagen Dazs.
Interesting part of the day was not the food, but the grilling of a friend. This friend has been avoiding questions about his inner self. There are issues in him which he doesn’t want to face, or he choose not to remember.
While he thought that not remembering these issues is solving them, in actual fact it’s not. This issues is affecting the way he solves problems.
He was still avoiding when we were opening him up. He doesn’t want to face himself, looking within to find the root of the issues.
This is the second time I do this to him. The first time, he wants me to stop. But this round I’m not going to let him off. He opened a little bit and close up again.
I felt there is much more than what he shared. There are more stuff going on inside him that he doesn’t want to share. He has the same issue as me, no feelings, like a blockhead.
I hope he can opened up, and feel what is going on in him.
Slept at 1:30am, now is 3:00am. What the heck is happening? Slept for 1.5 hours and could no longer go back to sleep.
While I was turning and tossing on bed, a long time friend came to my mind; decided to put this thought here.
My good friend, you play an important part in my life. You supported me when I really need help. My friend, somehow you disappeared from my life. I couldn’t see you anymore.
You tends to keep things to yourself, closing your heart, without sharing your life with me. In this friendship, I am probably the one who share more of my life.
I do not know how do you feel about yourself. I do not know how do you feel about our friendship. You never share about you feelings to others.
Is it fear that stop you from doing that? Do you feel venerable when you share?
My friend, please do not go away like that. True friendship is about sharing. I want you to know that I am here to support.
Finally, feel so much better. Yesterday was filled with pain and sorrow. I really felt the pain from a far away friend. A very close friend whom means a lot to me. She is a friend who has been giving continuously to me all these years.
In the past, I won’t feel a thing from anyone. No one can affect me emotionally. A friend said that I am harder than a stone. Even Monkey God can burst from stone, I can’t even burst.
The pain from yesterday even affected my training. Making mistakes I shouldn’t make. During the trainer’s meeting, I believe my face is as black as charcoal. Carrying that heavy emotions into a training room was a disaster.
I do not know if the students felt it, but I am miserable throughout the training.
This morning when I woke up, I felt much lighter. That painful feeling was subsiding. I no longer felt that heavy, a sense of relief flow through me.
The training today was on another extreme compared to yesterday. Fun, laughter and joy filled the space. This is the type of energy that I love in a training room. I knew I had gotten over the sorrowful feeling.
Tomorrow will be another happy day.
A hunch I felt this morning. This hunch woke me up even though I’m tired. After talking to a friend, I finally found the answer to this hunch.
My dear friend this sadness and pain that you are feeling, I felt it too. I know there are no words that can describe the pain that you are going through.
No words right now can help you. The emotions are too overwhelming that it had blur your vision. Giving you the space is the best thing I can do now. Giving you space is probably the best for you now.
There is no need for any words right now. So my dear friend, I shall say no more. But I am with you right now.
Never in my life, I chat with a guy friend for 8 hours. Dennis, you are such a great man with a compassionate heart. A super-duper sharing session with you.
The deep conversation that we had brought our friendship to another level. We build trust into this friendship by opening up of our hearts.
Thank you for taking the effort and time in this friendship. I know it’s a risk that you took, you may be disappointed again just like 2 years ago. Nevertheless, you took it without knowing if I will appreciate it.
Thank you for accepting me as a friend, giving unconditional love. I promise I will start learning how to give.
I would like you to know that, in any point of time when you need my support, I am most willing to give you. This is the first step that I will do to build this friendship.
I am looking for many more sharing sessions with you in the future. I strongly believe we can be as close as real blood-related brothers.
Thank you for being there for me, my great brother.
I had a major wake up call. You told me this that I am always taking from others. I do not have a heart of giving.
I felt a sense of upset when I heard it. I didn’t know I gave you such feeling. I always thought I can give.
That upset lasted for a few seconds only. When I reflect on all the people around me, I agree with you. I admit, I am taking my friends for granted.
I wanted to beat myself up. At the same time, I understand that will not change anything. I made a decision to turn things around, to cherish them, and to give more from my heart.
I am learning to be conscious to my friends right now. Actually all of you meant a lot to me.
Thank you for giving me this wake up call.
As a speaker and trainer myself, I am always looking out for opportunities to learn from other speakers. That’s the way I grow all these years when I became an entrepreneur, trainer, speaker.
However to find good speakers to learn from is not easy. There are many who claim to be speakers, or high profile position in Toastmaster. But honestly speaking, not all who claims they are good are that good.
I was invited to sit in for a workshop. The trainer claims to be somebody in Toastmaster. Holy cow, he couldn’t control the class, unable to enrol them and catch their attention.
There is a website where I find many motivational speakers. I can read their profile in there to understand them better.
It’s actually a site to find speakers for any of your events. And they classified to different categories according to price charged. It’s easy to find the suitable speaker within your budget.
You can find many speakers in there including Anthony Robbin, Jack Canfield etc.
You may also want to join the network of speakers by joining the site. The terms of joining is stated in the website.
This site is a great resource for speakers and those looking for speakers.
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Slept at 5:30am with some clarity to what is going inside me. My body, heart, soul, felt lighter and clearer. Thanks for all the friends who were concern about me. Though you didn’t contact me directly, I know you care.
Issues were going on within me for the past few days. It has got nothing to do with anyone, nobody’s fault. It’s just me. It’s just me who were lost in the jungle. I needed a map and a compass. It will always come in the nick of time, the Universe send the map and compass to me in the form of an angel.
Please do not ask me what is going on. Though things are clearer right now, I know what are the actions I should take, but no, I am not ready to share those issues. I may never share this to anyone even to the closest people.
After all the commotion in me, I’m clear on the actions that I will have to take and I’m clear on the emotions that I felt. Action that I got to take, I will swing 100% full tilt. Emotions that is true will always remains true.
I will now regain my composure, to do what I need to do, and move on down this tunnel. And I’ll take that true emotion with me along, hoping to drop it somewhere when I’m ready to drop it.
Are you watching those TV commercial products and was wondering if you should buy those products?
You can now buy those products online and cheaper. Why is it better to buy it online?
When you are watching the commercial, you may buy it out of impulse. But in actual fact you may not really need it. With online buying, you can avoid that.
You can have a cooling period. Think about if you really need those products, then go online to purchase them.
I guess many people would love to have a nice, beautiful body. There is a whole package of Core Sculptor
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