Challenge, disappointment, joy, excited, anger, learning, sadness, lost, happy, focus, perturbate visited me in the past 3 weeks. I’ve experience almost all kinds of emotion a human being can experience in the past 3 weeks.

Most importantly, I had a steep gradient kind of learning experience. It was pretty steep that there was some price to pay. Yes, I had many learning experiences throughout my life but most of them lasted a day, and I moved on. This time it went on for weeks, and there is a price to pay.

Nevertheless, I had gain tremendous experiences in the past weeks. I gained a huge amount of knowledge through all those mistakes I’ve made. Those mistakes broke me. I was destroyed, devastated. I lost confidence.

Today, when I woke up, I was different. I am filled with confident again. After bringing all those mistakes together, turning them into learning experiences, I am stronger now. Not many in the world has the courage to do what I do which means not many has that kind of experience that I had now.

With the newly acquired knowledge and experiences, how can I become worse? Like what the late Buckminster Fuller said, “You never learn less.” Especially in the past 3 weeks, I was learning at an accelerated speed. Last 3 weeks I probably learned what some people learned in 3 years.

In my next post, I’ll share about what are the lessons I’ve learned.