An Entrepreneur’s Journey

I am enjoying blogging every minute. Putting down my feelings, happenings around me, business experiences and opportunities.

This blog has been a record of my journey in terms of business and personal. Till now, I do not have the intention of commercializing this blog fully. At this point of time, I do not have the intention to do so yet.

Today, I had this urge to start another blog with a commercial intention attached to it. But the theme will not be a “how to make more money” or “how to grow your business” blog.

It will be an entertainment blog. Something that I like to do for entertainment of course. I asked myself this, “what I usually do for entertainment?”

It came out -

• Anime
• Movie
• Soccer
• Game
• Reading
• Business

Well, business is out, want to take a break from it. Anyway for business I can update here or Millionaire Idea.

I zoomed in to Anime and Movie. Well, I got to make a decision here. I will keep you updated on which one to go.

Feeling good. There are stuff that I need to work on, that makes me even better. Just can’t sit around doing nothing.

2 days ago a friend from KL msn me. It was a surprise, because he was in Singapore. He suggested a meet up before he goes back on Sunday. Of course I would love to meet him.

He agreed to join in for the M&Y Revisit Session today, so we decided to meet for dinner before the session. I kind of love sitting down and chat with friends nowadays. It is going to be a great session with him.

I am looking forward to tonight meeting up with him. In the mean time, it’s back to work.

Accomplished much work today. Basically sorted out most of the stuff for the Entrepreneur Workshop on next Monday & Tuesday.

Send the necessary notes for printing, make the necessary phone calls. Next is to get myself ready for the day. Every workshop to me is like a first, no matter how many times I did that program.

Getting myself ready to stand in front of the room is a ritual in any of my workshop. Not only my physical body got to be ready, my mind and soul has to be there as well. It forms congruency, and congruency gives me power.

Visualization get my soul ready, frequent the gym, that got my body ready. going through my training notes to get my mind ready.

I am starting to feel excited. I wonder what will come out of this group. And also I know a group of close friends are supporting, gets me even more excited.

Thank you Lynn, Kok Leong, Vasu and Byron. I really appreciate your time and commitment. Thank you so much.

A simple phone call can mean so much. I had missed out so much for so many years. Calling people for a chat was never in my routine. In return, no one will call me for a chat.

Today, Lynn called me in the afternoon. Wow, this is the first time. I am very happy that she called. Although we met last week and will be meeting up again next week, that call really means a lot to me.

While walking back home after training, made a call to Jean. Something that I don’t do for a long time. I felt love when making that called. It was a very short call, but it was an amazing feeling that I have long forgotten.

I wonder with communication technology in such an advance stage, yet I did not have the habit of picking up my phone to chat with all my friends. Some of us are even facing communication breakdown. How irony?

I never know a simple phone call from a friend or to a friend can mean so much. This is my distinction in life today.

What about you? Are there friends you have not talk for a long while? Why not picked up your phone now?

身是菩提树，
心如明镜台，
时时勤拂拭，
勿使惹尘埃

菩提本无树，
明镜亦非台，
本来无一物，
何处惹尘埃。

简单的四句词，却含着很深的道理。
我能够参透这四句的表面。
要真正了解含意，还得需要多些的领悟。
你能够领悟吗？

Call a long time friend. I strongly believe this friend has the sweetest mouth where everything that came out of his mouth is sweet.

Me: How are you, Ri?
Ri: I was feeling good, with your call, I felt better.
Me: Please no need to sweet talk.
Ri: No, it’s not sweet talk. I am very blessed to have you call me.
Me: I must learn this sweet talk from you.
Ri: Don’t need to learn this. This comes from the heart.
Me: Ya, I don’t have this heart.
Ri: I am so blessed to have a friend like you.
Me: (Goose pimples)

For that first ten seconds, it was sweet talk all the way from him. Don’t know if he likes to eat sweet stuff.

Woke up this morning, still feeling tired, but just can’t get back to sleep.

Turn on my laptop, but just don’t have the mood to start any work. Maybe I’m still feeling excited over SCG gathering yesterday.

Laze around, reading blogs, checking the internet business stats and chatting with Adelene. Thank you Adelene for staying late to “gossip” with me. I wish you a good sleep and sweet dream.

Finally, I got to go for my meeting now. Hope I’m in the mood to talk about work.

After M&Y Apr 07, too many things happened. Basically, I experienced every single kind of emotions in a short one week after M&Y.

There was a emotions roller coaster, sad, joy, disappointment, love…….and on and on…..

Why must all this happened only in this M&Y? All along, I don’t feel this way. No attachments, no emotions. Like a machine, robot, able to detach from it the moment it ends.

This time, I can’t. Till today, though it was 3 weeks after the program, I am still feeling the after effect. The synergy of the team, I am so blessed to experience synergy.

Logistics for so many rounds, I had never once felt that emotions and attachment. Why it has to be this round? This special round…

Only this round, I made true friends, experience friendship. Again, why this round?

Universe, I felt you want to tell me something. I felt you are sending a sign to me. I may have guess it. But it was struggle for me to do that. I must learn to let go, to go with the flow.

I am feeling extremely joyous at this morning. Thanks for the good things that befallen onto me. Still a decision has to be made.

It was said that music has a form of healing effect. Music has an effect on getting in touch of your inner self. Music helps me to get in touch with my emotions.

Music calms me down, hype me up, motivate me to go, inspire me from within.
Music can gives me a sense of peace.
Music touch the sadness in the deepest part of my heart.
Music brings me joy through my body.
Music brings tears to my eyes.
Music brings smile to my heart.
Music allows me to look within.

How wonderful music is! I think I am just beginning to experience music. What have I missed out for so many years? I missed the beauty of music.

Music, I want to know, understand and experience you now.

What’s wrong with this Company? Policy keep changing, no proper payment procedure, poor admin support. They are not making life easier for me.

Just like the boss, a drama person, a drama company. Hire a staff, but didn’t train her. Everyday is firefighting for her. The precession effect: it affect me, shit.

The admin screwed up. No problem, I do my own. I do what I can to make the training smoother. Nice job.

Include meeting on every other Friday night. Why don’t you fly kite? Where got time to attend your meeting?

Now, screwed around with my leave and payment. This is the ultimate. I am going to break legs. If need to, break both your arms too.

I am going to stop all these craps today.